Sunday, September 25, 2005:
i feel so lousy. what kind of friend am i.
i didnt want to sms you cos i was irritated and then now i cant cos your phone is confiscated.. ah. and i cant talk to you already.. i'm sorry.. ):
but i hope you're okay. you dont sound okay. call me when you can k. dont forget that i
<3 you.
i realise that jealousy can be very dangerous. it creeps around in you, makes you ultra moody, makes you feel like you want to dislike, to hate, to feel protective, and like you're left all alone. i cannot and will not allow this feeling to grow in me.
i think i wasted alot of time today. better go do something constructive.
ta.
a shout of praise.
8:26 PM
